It Happen Again

IT HAPPEN AGAIN

then

what should i do?

first time we meet...

can i have your number? if you dont mind.. :)

sure.give your number first.

 then we have a good friendship,until

is there some place in your heart that i can fill it?

sorry,it have been filled.

then our friendship was damaged

i feel so sorry, then i be a good friend that can deal with your feels as long as you dont talk about it. anymore

but what i got?

you think that i'm in love with you?

it make me feel that you never appreciated my decision!

you hurt our friendship

then i think, perhaps its better if i go

our friendship was damaged again

 

and now...

oneday after my birthday day

when you say 'happy birthday' to me

then i think, maybe it's good to be more kind

remembering that for two months ago

i have been so cruel

never talk to you anymore

remembering that forgive is better that forget

i talk to you again

but 

why i got?

it happen again..

can i have your number madam? your number has been deleted from my contacts. x.x

what should i do?

i dont want you think that you have a chance

it just on your dream!

can you just think that 

if i be more kind to you

is because i was your friend?

is that so hard to understand that

i just want to be your friend?

then, why we can't be friend 

after you say that you love me?

IT IS HARD TO BE UNDERSTAND ?

or maybe

it is hard to be a nice person ?

because when we be more nice to the others

the girls will say 'oh,do you want to have some attention from us?!'

and the boy will say 'do you love me?'

wherever you are

and the human that always think that when people be nice to you

it means that they love you

OH

SHUT UP

it didn't always mean in that way

i hate this!

really.

:( :( :(

Half Blood Fairy