wish you a happy new year 2012!

Happy new year 2012 guys!
:D

 i made this for you.
check this out!

IU Happy New year 2012

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Galau

In fact, i dont like that word, 'galau'.
but i think this is happen to me, well.
and it makes me, to answer some of this questions that my friends made about a year or two years ago..

it looks like i become more melancholy after watching (ups.reading i think) 49 Days. it was a beautiful drama. i almost cry (perhaps if i watch the drama, i will immediately cry. haha)
and beside of that. i think that.. hmm.. a little bit missing him (again,well yeah, peace). a little bit confused, is him ever love me? remembering that we have really strange circumstances in past..
hmm.. i hope so. :(

ok. so here they are. i want to answering them!
1. Kenapa orang pacaran? (why people have a relationship?)
2. Kenapa orang ga pacaran? (why some of people didn't want to have a relationship?)
3. Pacaran tuh enaknya apa? (tell me one or more of the good things from having a relationship?)
4. Pacaran tuh harus? (must we have a relationship?)
5. kenapa kita bisa sayang banget sama orang ? (why we can love someone?)

and i want to answer that question in Indonesia. i'm sorry. my English is bad, and i thought when i answering this question in english, it will make you.. confuse. haha. so i prefer to use my language, Indonesia.

sorry. :(

1. kenapa orang pacaran? tentu aja ada alasannya. Kebanyakan orang ingin pacaran karena ingin punya hubungan khusus dengan seseorang, pengen lebih diperhatikan, ingin dicintai, ingin manja-manjaan, ingin melakukan sesuatu yang ga bisa dilakukan kalau cuma sama temen sendiri. 

Misalnya aja, kita jarang ngadu lagi sakit ke temen kita, tapi kalau sama pacar kita sering ngadu kalau kita lagi sakit. Kenapa gitu?

soalnya kalau bilang sama temen, ntar dikira kita mau diperhatiin dan biasanya ada perasaan yang ga enak ma temen kita itu.. lah kalo sama pacar kan biasa, malah kalau kita bilang kita jadi tambah diperhatikan.. jadi seneng deh.. :P

tapi, untuk beberapa kasus, ga menutup kemungkinan juga orang kepingin pacaran bukan cuma sekadar pengen mendapatkan hal-hal diatas. misalnya ada orang yang kepengen pacaran karena emang dia cinta sama orang itu dan ingin mengenal orang itu lebih dalam sebelum ke tahap pernikahan. atau ada juga yang kepengen pacaran cuma untuk sekadar status..

dan aku rasa semua hal itu, alasan apa yang ada dibalik kenapa orang pacaran, setiap orang pasti beda.

2. kenapa orang ga pacaran? banyak sih yang muncul di pikiranku saat baca pertanyaan ini. soalnya ini terjadi sama aku. aku sedikit menjauhi hubungan pacaran, meskipun aku lagi suka ma orang.. entah kenapa belum kepingin ke arah sana..

nah. kalau alasanku kenapa aku ga pacaran. Ngurus diri sendiri aja belum bisa, gimana mau ngurusin orang lain. pacaran itu kan kita akan memperhatikan orang yang kita sayang.. nah aku. kadang sama diri sendiri aja suka lupa memperhatikan.. gimana orang lain? aku telantarin kali.. :P

kalau alasan orang lain, mungkin karena pernah disakitin jadi ga mau pacaran.. semacam trauma gitu mungkin.. atau bisa juga karena belum ada yang cocok jadi ga ada kepikiran ke arah sana.

bisa juga masih mementingkan akademis atau hal-hal lain yang mencegah dia untuk pacaran dulu.

atau mau milih-milih yang terbaik..

atau mungkin sedang menunggu seseorang atau udah menamatkan hati pada seseorang yang udah meninggal (duh, kek Song Yi Kyung di 49 Days. huweee~)

3. Pacaran tuh enaknya apa? hah? pacaran aja aku baru sekali. itu juga pacarannya enggak jelas. -_______-

tapi menurutku, ya itu tadi lah. pas kita pacaran.. ada seseorang yang memperhatikan kita.sayang ma kita dan ada di samping kita saat kita sendiri..

ada orang yang berusaha mengerti kita dan ada seseorang yang kita bisa jadikan sandaran saat kita senang ataupun sedih..

dan ini pun juga pertanyaan yang jawabannya banyak yee (Complex Question kata Bu Margaret, hwhwhwhw). karena semuanya ini tergantung sama orang itu sendiri.. :)

4. Pacaran tuh harus? hmmm... tergantung sih. menurut kamu, kamu mau pacaran atau engga? harus dan ga harus kan tergantung kita maunya gimana.. ya kalau mau mengenal seseorang lebih dalam, biasanya orang pacaran.. tapi mengenal seseorang lebih dalam kadang juga ga melewati tahap pacaran kok! contoh aja: seseorang yang dijodohin terus langsung kawin (hmm.. kayak cerita apa ya?). mereka kan jadi memahami satu sama lain perlahan lahan padahal mereka ga pacaran!

tapi menurutku.. pacaran itu harus atau engga ya terserah pada anda.. kalau lagi masa muda gini biasanya rata2 jawabannya harus ya? wkwkwkwk. 

5. Kenapa kita bisa sayang banget sama orang? aduh.. susah ya pertanyaannya. -________________-

aku sendiri engga tau. soalnya kalau ditanya, kenapa kamu bisa suka sama dia? aku engga pernah bisa jawab. ga tau. tiba2 aja aku suka dia, suka ngeliatin dia, mikirin dia, nyari2 dia kalau dia engga ada.. pokoknya berusaha dia ada.. dan kadang berharap bisa ngobrol sama dia..

jadi aku bilang sayang ma orang itu sifatnya alamiah. sesuatu yang abstrak dan ga bisa dijelasin.. tiba2 aja gitu maksudnya.. awalnya mungkin biasa-biasa aja.. engga ada apa-apa.. tapi gara-gara satu atau banyak hal tiba2 semuanya berubah..

dan menurutku.. definisi sayang sama suka itu beda.. soalnya kalau sayang.. itu biasanya akan berujung pada kata pengorbanan..

kayak Tuhan ngorbanin nyawa buat manusia.. itu namanya sayang.

tapi bukan berarti kalau kita sayang ma orang terus kita bunuh diri demi dia ya. duh. nonsense banget. dongo itu sih. --a

maksudnya adalah. memiliki kasih. sesuatu yang lebih besar daripada rasa suka atau cinta.. sesuatu yang ada dari diri kita. tulus keluarnya dan engga nuntut apapun.. contoh. kalau kita sayang dia, kita akan berusaha membahagiakan dia dan mengerti dia.. tapi juga engga akan membawa dia ke arah yang negatif. tapi menjaga dia dengan sepenuh hati..

seperti kita menjaga adik atau kakak atau keluarga kita contohnya.. kita akan menjaga mereka sepenuh hati. menjauhkan mereka dari segala bahaya.. kalau kita tau mereka salah kita benerin.. kalau kita tau mereka ada di jalan yang salah.. ya kita pasti akan berusaha membenarkannya kan?

tapi yaa.. emang sih.. semuanya itu abstrak.. ngga bisa diungkapkan dengan kata2..

tadi aku cuma berusaha memperjelasnya.. tapi masih susah dimengerrti ya kan?

hehehehehe.

thats it! finnally it done..

well... 

thats all..

perhaps you have another answers?

feel free to answering then! i want to discuss it.. :)

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49 Days

49 Days


its a good Korean drama..!
ohh. i love it besides i love Personal Taste, Boys Before Flower, City Hunter, Dream High, ect..
so. because i love this drama.
and i like Nam Gyu Ri and Jung Il Woo
here they are~
i made this for them!
check it out :)

49 days (i just combine them)

49 Days (Just combine them)

49 Days (special made by me via meitu)

49 Days (this the first step for made the picture above)
*this image has copyright by Vee*
*if you want to take this rare image, it must have a permission*

49 Days (i give the title, haha)

nah nah
how it does?
i know i just an amateur
but it still look good ,right?
:)

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Snow White and The Huntsman

Snow White and The Huntsman

from Yahoo

Director :Rupert Sander

Writers :Hossein Amini, Evan Spiliotopoulos and Evan Daugherty

Starring : Charlize Theron, Kristen Stewart, Sam Claffin, Chris Hemsworth, Christopher Obi, etc

Producers  : Sarah Bradshaw, Sam Mercer, Palak Patel, Joe Roth

Original Music by : James Newton Howard

Cinematography :Greig Fraser

Casting : Lucy Bevan

Production Design : Dominic Watkins

Art Direction : Andrew Ackland-Snow, Allastair Bullock, Oliver Goodier, Stuart Rose

Costume Design : Collen Atwood

Date Release : Juny 2012-this Summer

Story about : In a kingdom ruled by tyranny, the queen Aavenna (Charlize Theron) learns that her stepdaughter, Snow White (Kristen Stewart ), will surpass her as ruler of her kingdom and become the fairest in the land. However, she told by the Magic Mirror (Christopher Obi) that if she, Aavenna, consumes Snow White's heart then she will live forever, but Snow White is able to escape into the Dark Forest. To capture her the Queen Aavenna recruits a Huntsman, Eric (Chris Hemsworth), to retrieve Snow White. However, the Huntsman takes pity on the girl and instead of killing her brings her under his wing and with his help Snow White begins to learn the art of war. She starts a rebellion to bring down Aavenna with the aid of eight dwarves and Prince William (Sam Claflin), who has been in love with Snow White for many years. Official Sinopsis :klik here

watch the trailer : http://www.snowwhiteandthehuntsman.com/#/video

some photos about this film:

from google

from google

from google

i made this

i just combine them

well then.

don't forget to watch the movie!!

i think this movie will be awesome! :D

remember that Kristen Stewart is starring. :P

hmm..

this is last..

i made this.. only for her ~

snow white

i change her hair, eyes and lips colour

ah yea. this look so ridiculous. if you didnt like it, its okay....

powered by http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Snow_White_%26_the_Huntsman

                   http://www.snowwhiteandthehuntsman.com/

                   http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1735898/

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Another Dream

Sebuah mimpi

**baris ke empat dibacakan dengan nada bass**

Kau tiba dan aku terperangah

Sudahkah kau pulang dari kapalmu?

Aku sangat merindukanmu

Akupun begitu merindukanmu, sayang

Tanganmu terasa amat hangat

Meskipun tubuhmu berbau seperti garam

Tapi senyumanmu mengkaburkan penciumanku

Mari kita pergi bermain seharian

Kemanapun kau hendak pergi aku ikut

Asal bersamamu waktu akan kuhabiskan

Tapi kenapa cuma satu hari?

Aku harus segera pergi lagi sayang

Aku termangu sedih

Aku telah menunggu dan lalu semua berakhir

Tanpa sadar kuteteskan air mata

Ayo sayang, sekali putaran lagi untuk malam ini

Habiskan malam di atas komedi putar

Dan semuanya berakhir

Saat ku membuka mata

Semua hanyalah mimpi, sayang

Aku mengelus bantal dan tersenyum pahit

Ia masih belum tiba belum ada disini

Dan penungguanku masih berlanjut

Sabar sayang, aku akan segera berlabuh

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Lee Ji-eun

Lee Ji-eun also known as IU

she is my favorite singer ever!

i love her new song : You and I

I made this for her :P

and also many more about her songs ( Good Day, Rain Drop, The Story I Didn't Know, Marshmallow, Mia, etc) and her drama (well, i just watched one,  Dream High)
i love her because she didn't do plastic surgery
i love her because she have a very very incredible voice
:D

ah yea.
check this out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPT4bHy0P3Y&feature=related
you will love it!!!! :D

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*thanks to google
*all images already edited by Naka-chan

It Happen Again

IT HAPPEN AGAIN

then

what should i do?

first time we meet...

can i have your number? if you dont mind.. :)

sure.give your number first.

 then we have a good friendship,until

is there some place in your heart that i can fill it?

sorry,it have been filled.

then our friendship was damaged

i feel so sorry, then i be a good friend that can deal with your feels as long as you dont talk about it. anymore

but what i got?

you think that i'm in love with you?

it make me feel that you never appreciated my decision!

you hurt our friendship

then i think, perhaps its better if i go

our friendship was damaged again

 

and now...

oneday after my birthday day

when you say 'happy birthday' to me

then i think, maybe it's good to be more kind

remembering that for two months ago

i have been so cruel

never talk to you anymore

remembering that forgive is better that forget

i talk to you again

but 

why i got?

it happen again..

can i have your number madam? your number has been deleted from my contacts. x.x

what should i do?

i dont want you think that you have a chance

it just on your dream!

can you just think that 

if i be more kind to you

is because i was your friend?

is that so hard to understand that

i just want to be your friend?

then, why we can't be friend 

after you say that you love me?

IT IS HARD TO BE UNDERSTAND ?

or maybe

it is hard to be a nice person ?

because when we be more nice to the others

the girls will say 'oh,do you want to have some attention from us?!'

and the boy will say 'do you love me?'

wherever you are

and the human that always think that when people be nice to you

it means that they love you

OH

SHUT UP

it didn't always mean in that way

i hate this!

really.

:( :( :(

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another miserable day

i am not a good half-blood fairy. 

i am not a good person.

i always hate her if she makes something that cool, and i know that i can.

is this hard to be gone?

i think it done yesterday.

but its not. :(

and now. i sad.

why i am so hypocrite ?

i hate myself.

CITY HUNTER

do you ever hear that title?
yes. it is a Japanesse Comic (Manga) who created by Tsukasa Hojo.
at 1992, Jackie Chan played as Rio in City Hunter verse China.
and at 2011, Lee Min Hoo will played as Lee Yung Jong in City Hunter verse Korea.


The link to see City Hunter verse Korea trailer :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvfn9vN0gKQ&feature=related

it good. you will see this at 25 May 2011.
dont miss it!
it was good. :D

My Hand Make Everything Worst. :(

Tommorow i broken my father water heater.
it exploded.
i saw the fire.
and i smell the plastic (the water should here) burned.
it was terrified and scary.
well. i saw the plastic everywhere on the floor!
 :(


Then.
This day, my handphone broken.
the program didnt work so it couldnt be used.
It restart. always.
i turn it on. then restart again. turn it on, restart again.
then blank.
i can turn it on again.
until now.
i'm not use celular phone today.
it was miserable.



My hand make everything worst. Sad to hear that. :(
hope my father get a new water heater soon and my celular phone can be use again.
amen.

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=is sad right now=

shinhwa uniform

i really love watching Boys Before Flower. :D

and, i really like Shinhwa uniform. it totally cute!!
 

Shinhwa Uniform

Shinhwa Uniform made by me @looklet

Jan Di Outfit

I made something too. inspired by Korean Style

This is Korean style made by me via Looklet

This is basic style made by me via Looklet

Looklet

LOOKLET

well. this is a website that you can imagine that you are fabulous fashion designer! styling anything you want, just like playing barbie. make the model have a great taste of style. then be famous. :D

this is the link to go there :

www.looklet.com

**** have a great time then! ****

check my page too if you play looklet now :

http://gb.looklet.com/user/516116/looks

~give me some heart and comments, i will feed you back~

~love ya!~

HALF BLOOD FAIRY

quotes for today

I Love You

But

I Don't Want To Meet You

cause it makes me sick but happy at the same time

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Quotes

Loving You 

Is The Best Answer In My Life

Review Film

OUR  SCHOOL E.T

Directed by : Park Gwang-Choon

Screenplay by : Choi Jin-won

.drama-comedy.

.played by ; Kim Soo-ro, Park Bo-yeong, Baek Seong-Hyeon, Moon Chae-won, Lee Min Hoo, Kim Gi-bang

This film tells about a gym teacher who is very loving and concerned students. although he was poor, he helped his students to become successful. He set aside a bit of money to help students.
One day, when he was teaching, his students were injured. his parents were the biggest contributor to the school. they protest the gym teacher was fired.
husband the head of a president who can not bear to see it, so he helped the teacher. Apparently, the teacher has a license to teach English. And the story began ..

This movie is very good. have a good story and moral values​​. Storyline is easily understood. however, one that unfortunately this movie is the ending part. The film does not tell (6 years later) about other students who were taught by teachers.

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My day at School :)

Small Kitty

 oneday before National Exam is over. :D

my lovely school, then. :D

I will miss my second home

I will miss my second home!! :(
i will miss everything i have done since i was joined education learning at school.
i will miss everything. my friends, study, teachers.. :(
but yeah. everything always have the word "bye"
and this is the time. i will miss them. :(

PS : i want to put a picture of my shcool here. but i want to take it tomorrow. be waiting. :D

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My Favorite Food

I love eating. :D

I love eating any food. But, sometimes i didnt eat vegetables because i dont really like them.
but i still eating them. :)

This is the list of my favorite food:
* sorry, i dont use English here. :P

1. Nasi goreng Soto
Makanan ini adalah makanan kesukaan saya nomor satuu.. :D
makanan ini cuma bisa dibuat oleh resep nenek saya, yang saya ga tau dimasukkin apa aja di dalam masakan soto-nya sehingga kuah soto padangnya duuuh.. bener-bener enak.
Kalo nasi gorengnya sih yah. standar lah. Nasi goreng biasa cuma pake telor, ga ditambah apa-apa.
Nah, nasi goreng yang disiram pake kuah soto buatan nenek saya itu yang menjadi makanan favorite saya. duh,enak banget.
Kalau saya masih tinggal sama nenek saya, mungkin sekarang saya bakalan minta buatin soto. hehe. :P

2. Cheesecakes
cheesecakes apa aja. apapun bentuk dan rasanya.. saya suka suka suka suka banget!! :D tapi yang paling saya suka mungkin frozen bluberry-nya Secret Recipe. enak. :)

3. Semur
Semur buatan nenek saya (lagi!). enak banget. biasanya semurnya dikasih daging sapi (eh, emang daging sapi sih yaa..) terus ditambah telor rebus (direbus bareng gitu), sama ditambah jamur. Emang sih saya enggak makan jamurnya (saya trauma sama jamur), tapi ga masalah. Kalo nenek saya masak itu dan kondisinya baru mateng, masih anget-anget gitu. waaaah... saya bisa nambah nasi 5 kali! hehe. :P

4. Indomie
Indomie. Tapi cuma merek tertentu sih yang saya suka. Saya suka merek Indofood, Indomie sama Kare.  entah yang Kare itu produksi siapa saya lupa. Yang indomienya punya kuah kental banget itu looh.. Enak deh. Sekarang kayaknya udah ga ada (atau masih ada?). Pokoknya enak.
Saya suka banget indomie, meski kalo makan banyak bisa bahaya katanya. tapi. indomie emang enak banget. apalagi kalau dimakan sama nasi. wuiiih. :D

5. Telur
saya suka telor apapun. diapain juga saya doyan. :D saya baru pernah makan telur ayam, bebek sama telur burung sih. tapi semaunya saya doyan.. enaaaakk.. :D
apalagi telur dadar buatan koko saya. padahal cuma pake margarin doang masaknya, ga dikasih apa-apa, tapi enak sekaleee.. :D

6. Roti dan Kue
Semua kue, semua roti, mau dari impor, mau tradisional. semuanya enaaaaakkk!!!!
saya ga pernah nolak dikasih kue. duh, apalagi kalo nenek saya yang ngasih. Kue sus, lapis legit, puding bolu, kue bangkit, nastar, kastengel, dsb.. enak enak enak. :D
snicker, roti perancis, duuuh.. apalagi ya? kebanyakan makan ga tau namanya sihh. :P
enak!!!

7. Semua makanan
Yah. intinya. saya suka semua makanan. haha.
apapun makananya, pasti saya lahap semuanyaaa !!

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It's a bless for Fairy

Well.
:)


I got an exam for one week. and now, it already finished. :D
well,  soal-soalnya mungkin agak susah. tapi beberapa bisa dilaluin. :)
Perhaps, it is a bless from God.
Thanks Jesus! :)

Living in this world

Living in this world

is a bless from God..

Di dalam kehidupan ini, terkadang kita suka merasa kalau kehidupan kita adalah hal yang paling (paling) berbeda dan paling luar biasa dari kehidupan orang lain. Kalau kita punya masalah misalnya, saat kita cerita ke orang lain, kita suka menambahkan kalimat, "lo ga tau apa yang gw rasain." atau "lo ga pernah ngerasain ini semua, tau apa lo tentang kehidupan gw?".

Itu semua benar. Orang lain memang ga pernah tahu persis apa yang kita rasakan dan apa yang terjadi dalam kehidupan kita. Secara, setiap orang punya kehidupannya sendiri-sendiri, dan keunikan di dalam kehidupan kita dengan orang lain berbeda. Mungkin, mereka punya masalah yang sama dengan kita, tapi bukan berarti apa yang terjadi pada mereka juga terjadi pada kita. dimensi waktu dan dimensi ruangnya saja sudah berbeda. hal ini membuktikan bahwa orang lain pasti engga tahu persis apa yang kita rasakan.

Tapi terkadang, saat kita curhat tentang perasaan kita ke orang lain, kita suka merasa orang lain harus mengetahui perasaan kita. harus memahami. Dan secara tidak langsung, kita ingin mereka sepaham dengan kita. Sepaham dengan pemikiran kita. kalau mereka ga sepaham, mulailah kita menambahkan kalimat, "lo gatau apa yang gw rasain. lo ga pernah ngerasain sih. coba lo di posisi gw." Intinya, kita ga pernah mau disalahkan. Maunya semua orang sepakat, sepaham sama kita.

hal yang paling menyedihkan dari ini semua adalah, sebenarnya kita tidak mensyukuri kehidupan kita. Kehidupan adalah anugerah. jelek buruknya, baik bagusnya, masalah-masalahnya, semuanya anugerah. Tapi kalau kita justru membicarakan terus menerus masalah kita, menggangap bahwa masalah kita tuh berat banget, orang lain tuh ga tau perasaan kita tentang masalah itu, orang lain tuh ga pernah paham sama masalah kita, dan sebagainya, justru sebenarnya kita menenggelamkan diri pada masalah kita. Kita jadi orang yang pesimis dan merasa kalau hidup kita tuh sial banget.

Pada akhirnya. kita akan tenggelem dalam masalah kita itu, dan ujung-ujungnya depresi. Soalnya kan kita jadi mikirin masalah itu terus dan menggangap ga ada orang lain yang bisa nyelesaikan ini semua. Masalahnya tuh berat banget, susah, engga banget dan apes banget kita karena dapet masalah itu.

Oleh karena itu, guys. Syukurilah hidup kita ini.

bukan cuma sekadar ngomong, "iya kok gw bersyukur"

tapi kalau lo masih sering ngelakuin hal diatas, in fact, lo ga bersyukur.

so, jangan gitu lagi yup.

lets give thanks to God because of our life.

Happy Life. :D

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Adam G Sevani

ADAM G SEVANI

Biography :

>>> Name : Adam Manucharian

>>> Born : Juny 29, 1992

>>> Occupation : Dancer, Actor

>>> BoyBand : NLT with his brother, Vahe "V" Sevani

Filmography :

Year	Title	Role	Notes
2002	The Emperor's Club	St.Benedict Student
2003	Learn to Hip Hop: Volume 2	Himself
2005	FLY KIDZ	Joey/Adam
2008	Step Up 2 The Streets	Robert "Moose" Alexander III
2008	Rob Dyrdek's Fantasy Factory	Himself
2010	Step-Up 3-D	Robert "Moose" Alexander III
2011	LOL: Laughing Out Loud [5]	Max	In Production

Nick Loves His act. His dance.

He is good at Step Up 2 and 3. I will watch the other film. :D

Love,

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